My soft pale skin
Lay against the white sheets.
Pure and Alone
Bare and Cold
My breath is escaping
No matter how fast I inhale.
Brisk and Quick
Short and Fading
My bright tearful eyes
Searching for an angel.
Panic and Dashing
Hopeful and Crying
My heart thumps faster
As I began to lose my senses.
Accelerating and Thumping
Racing and Constant
My body turns white
My lungs abrupt to a stop
My vision turning black
But.
My heart continues to beat
I am no longer living
Does not mean I stop loving
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Jesus Christ
Help me find my heart
For I have lost it
I have stop loving without it
Restore it for me
For I wish not to be empty
Remind me of this sensation
The uphold of this affection
So that I am able to live again
Because…
Without it I am just a shell
Wednesday, April 28, 2010
Journey
I inhale your distraught words as if they were the normal
It brings me in and draws me towards you
Reaching for the soft sensation of brisk wind while we strolled
Your speech then had cut me through like a blade
I ponder in confusion of my existences as I’m bleeding my trust for you-
And your thoughts towards me
Pacing myself within the panting rain
It runs down my cheeks and soaks me inside
The soft chills it would bring against my rough lips as I ran
It drips down and splash against the dark pavement
I wonder to myself if this is the feeling of loneliness
Passing past the stationary strangers
Racing against time and losing my emotions as I dart
If tears were to appear against my darken eyes
They would brace itself towards you as rain rather then unsuitable happiness
Out of breath from trying to beat the beast within me
I lay against the dry artificial softness of the carpet
Allowing it to soak my all of emotions as I shift my body upon it
My head is still but my mind is running
The room is dark and silence
But I’m screaming towards the unreachable stars
Cursing the days it has bought towards me
I fell deep in the depths of swallow dream waves
Unconscious as I replay these memories that were never true
I brighten and widen my small eyes when the sun would shine
The harmful yet warming waves would try and reach within
Providing a shade from my hands to look back towards this hope
I reach and to grasp this alluring energy
But I had failed
In grasping the light, I would capture the dark within the close spaces of my fingers
I lay still knowing
I cannot reach this happiness
I turn my face against the bright emotions
Speaking these distraught words towards myself
Smiling at the misfortune and disgrace
I have learned to fear of what has been laying underneath
I brace myself for a time bending journey
Of finding myself and drain the dark emotions from within my blood
I will defeat of what you have made me become.
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You always told me you loved me.
Yet those were lies the whole time-
Have you realized what you done to me?
You lied to me about your feelings towards me-
Would you have thought this made me better?
I regret knowing you.
Yet- Those lies were exactly what I always wanted to hear.
You have messed me up-
I cannot be more confused then I already am.
It brings me in and draws me towards you
Reaching for the soft sensation of brisk wind while we strolled
Your speech then had cut me through like a blade
I ponder in confusion of my existences as I’m bleeding my trust for you-
And your thoughts towards me
Pacing myself within the panting rain
It runs down my cheeks and soaks me inside
The soft chills it would bring against my rough lips as I ran
It drips down and splash against the dark pavement
I wonder to myself if this is the feeling of loneliness
Passing past the stationary strangers
Racing against time and losing my emotions as I dart
If tears were to appear against my darken eyes
They would brace itself towards you as rain rather then unsuitable happiness
Out of breath from trying to beat the beast within me
I lay against the dry artificial softness of the carpet
Allowing it to soak my all of emotions as I shift my body upon it
My head is still but my mind is running
The room is dark and silence
But I’m screaming towards the unreachable stars
Cursing the days it has bought towards me
I fell deep in the depths of swallow dream waves
Unconscious as I replay these memories that were never true
I brighten and widen my small eyes when the sun would shine
The harmful yet warming waves would try and reach within
Providing a shade from my hands to look back towards this hope
I reach and to grasp this alluring energy
But I had failed
In grasping the light, I would capture the dark within the close spaces of my fingers
I lay still knowing
I cannot reach this happiness
I turn my face against the bright emotions
Speaking these distraught words towards myself
Smiling at the misfortune and disgrace
I have learned to fear of what has been laying underneath
I brace myself for a time bending journey
Of finding myself and drain the dark emotions from within my blood
I will defeat of what you have made me become.
-----------------
You always told me you loved me.
Yet those were lies the whole time-
Have you realized what you done to me?
You lied to me about your feelings towards me-
Would you have thought this made me better?
I regret knowing you.
Yet- Those lies were exactly what I always wanted to hear.
You have messed me up-
I cannot be more confused then I already am.
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