Saturday, September 26, 2009

Hello Stranger.

A small peek of me and this "stranger". Young inspiring artist vs and older wise scientist.

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Stranger: one can dream
You: Yah. Dreams can come true sometimes. You never know for sure.
You: Life has crazy twists and turns. It's chaotic and random.
Stranger: my physiology professor said last week, "I can imagine whatever i want, so I can think whatever I want."
Stranger: i thought that was pretty funny and true
You: Haha. That is a good line.
Stranger: yeah
Stranger: hes all argentianian too
Stranger: so his accent made it slightly more hilarious
You: Haha. I bet.
Stranger: yeah ia gree with life being chaotic and crazy
You: Yeah. Cause if you think about it, every relationship you make its random. And its a chain. From one friend to another..etc..etc. All the events and randomness. But hey. If we all lived on a schedule till we die. Wouldn't that be boring?
Stranger: spoken like a true scientist
You: I know it would bore me to fuck and I would probably die of boredom, thats for sure. Lol.
You: Haha. Weird, cause I'm an artist and not a scientist.
Stranger: scientists are artist
You: Hm. I can see the relation.
You: Since both do things through experimentation and critical thinking.
Stranger: yes
Stranger: the vice versa would also be true
Stranger: i.e. arists are also scientists
You: /Nods.
You: Explains why I have to take more science classes then art classes.
You: Haha.
Stranger: lol
Stranger: we have a lot of famous evolutionary biologists at my school and they would agree 100% with your chaotic randomness statement
You: Haha. Cause its true.
Stranger: a lot of people are hell bent on thinking that everythign happens for a reason. but nothign happens for any reason at all, we just tend to think there is a reason
You: Well everything does happen for a reason.
You: To a degree.
Stranger: yes, true.
You: Not from a god exactly.
You: but something that we can learn from
Stranger: everything happens for a reason but that reason is no reason at all.
You: Experimentation to ourselfs I suppose you can say. Because all the mistakes and the trials we do. We learn. Just like something you would see in a lab. Just that it happens with every occasion. Just that its random.
You: Though experimentation should be random anyways.
You: So both statements in a way are true.
Stranger: i agree
You: Just that people have the wrong interpetation on things.
You: Hm.. I totally spelled that wrong.
You: Lol.
Stranger: well we are free to have our interpretations but ultimately from the most objective point of view there is really no reason i guess
Stranger: whatever, its the internet
You: The reason is to enjoy it. Basically.
Stranger: yeah, i should try to enjoy it more.
You: Indeed.
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Remember that any opportunity that comes along. Leap for it and enjoy it. If you don't-
You'll always wonder "what if?"
Open yourself up to a complete stranger and you never know that you might have a lot of things in common with this person.
You never know-
For sure what will happen.
Life is depressing cooped up in a box.
Go out and free yourself and enjoy what you have.
Life is short.
Time is our enemy and keeps on schedule.
Remember that every thing that happens- It's random.
You never know- "What if" until you try.

Which is why I'm still with Aaron--
Which is why I stayed for so long in this distance relationship.
I want to know what is this "if".

Be inspired and take advantage of ANYTHING that comes your way.
It's your life-
Make it how you want it to be,
and not expect for things to come to you.

Blood Orange

Revolve around my fingertips,
And tell me how attractive I am.

Allow me to seep into your mind,
And pluck out--- your juicy heart.

I do this because,
I love you.
And I will do anything for your own good.

Let me pour the blood orange juice
From the pumping fruit,
Into a cup.
For me to drink.

The delicate bitter sweet,
The aroma from within you---
This tastes---
Like love to me.

Your love for me feeds my hunger.

Tuesday, September 1, 2009

The Kite and The Tree

If my heart was a kite, and your love was the wind.
My heart will forever soar in your love,
Until it is caught in the branch of a tree.
Your heart beating within the trunk-

The string-
Tangled and wrapped around.
It’s complicated knots and turns.
The conflicts and the passion-
Your love would blow gently,
Only to get them more and more tangled.

Forever and ever.
Shall the knots be together.
Forever shall be-
Our love be together.

And so will the memories.